Happy Easter dearsâ¦
I am awed by the fact that because of what Christ did for us, we now have direct access to our heavenly father. How awesome is that?
Because of Jesus, I can actually bypass the priest and temple things as in the days of old and use wherever I am to talk to God and He will hear me.
When I was in the university, my bed in school then, used to be one of such covenant grounds.
Some days, Iâd lie down there, praise and worship God while blasting in tongues like no manâs business, some days I âd smile and just talk to Him and some days Iâd cry from the depths of my heart to God.
Beginning of 500level 2nd semester was one of such tear filled days.
I had just been told by my course adviser that I still didnât make the 2:1 mark after the 1st semester exams.
I felt like the world was crashing down on me.
Well, if you knew what DELSU was reputable for, youâd have felt the same wayâ¦It was kind of an accepted fact that one couldnât get 2:1 after 400L and here I was, 500L 2nd semester and still no 2:1.
To me it meant that I MAY never graduate with what I wanted.
And so I felt like God was being wicked.
I went to my bed-my mini altar and I cried my eyes out.
I locked my room door (twas just 500L students in the hostel then so there was no one to disturb me) and I cried, bawled my eyes out and kind of kept malice with God (laughing at myself now).
As in, I refused to speak to God about it, just didnât talk to Him. lol
But then, I was playing worship songs while in my despair but I just couldnât bring myself to worship God.
One of such songs was Matt Redmanâs 10,000reasons to praise God, but for the life of me, I couldnât open my mouth to tell God thank you.
My human mind was like âthank God for what na? For not giving me my 2:1?â
So I lay on my bed and continued bawling my heart out, till I played Casting Crowns Praise you in this storm.
I googled the song and discovered that it was written for a child who was terminally ill. She was on literally standing on deathâs door but was actually the one telling her mother not to worry that Godâs got herâ¦
I saw a story of faith like no other, how her mother would literally stand on the Bible and declare Godâs word even in the hospitalâ¦
And I thought, âFrances, you donât have a terminal disease, and itâs not over yet, why canât you praise God still?â
So I praised God in tears on my covenant bed, I played Matt Redmanâs 10,000 reasons over and over again and thanked God that my results didnât get me to the 2:1 I wanted.
It was hard, it was really hard but I did it.
You wonder where I am going with this right?
Just stick with me for a moment.
I watched Facing the giants recently (you should all see that movie) and I was struck by something the coach said â âif we lose, we praise Him, if we win, we praise Him. He is still Godâ
And most times Iâve wondered what kind of faith and belief in God it takes to say that,Â if God takes it all, if it seems like itâs all gone, I will still praise Him.
My example of praising God in tears even when I didnât get my 2:1 then is just one of many. Iâve had to do that many times and itâs hard, really hard to praise God when your heart is literally shattered but thatâs the kind of place where I want to be.
And I imagine that is where we should all strive to be.
To walk in the knowledge that no matter what happens, God is still God and I will praise Him NO MATTER WHATâ¦
To be able to say like Job said in Job 1:21- âHe said, “I came naked from my mother’s womb, and I will be naked when I leave. The LORD gave me what I had, and the LORD has taken it away. Praise the name of the LORD!”
Just let that word sink into you for a minute… you know, go back and read that, let the Holy Spirit interprete that passage for you…
The Lord gives and takes away, Praise the name of the Lord.
Can you imagine what kind of spirit, faith in God, total surrender to God it takes to say that praise the name of the Lord in times of trials and mean it?
No wonder God saw Job as a man worthy enough to be boasted about.
Our faith isnât always all bread and butter ishâ¦
It isnât all sweet and lovelyâ¦
When it comes right down to it, will you still praise God?
Will you praise Him regardlessof what maybe?
I purpose in my heart that I will.
I pray that you do the same.
It wont be easy, but I pray that God helps us grow enough in Him to praise Him regardless of whatever maybe.
IF WE LOSE, WE PRAISE HIM.
IF WE WIN, WE PRAISE HIM.
HE IS STILL GOD.
PS: I did graduate with my 2:1, despite the myth of youâll never make it after 400level. God indeed makes all things beautiful in His time and Iâll share that testimony someday.
PPS: The life of a writerâ¦ I wroteÂ this on a bus on my way to Ikeja, heat and all but inspiration just hit and my hand nor gree me not to write.. And donât say ah ah, naso blogging do you?!
I didnât type on my laptop on the bus; I just typed and saved it on my phone, to reproduce on my laptop today. Lol
Finally, Law School is on break right now before externship starts and I want to see if I can use this week to do a series on lessons from my favourite love story.
Iâve written it on my journal since February but havenât gotten around to publishing on my blog,so watch this space.
Would also be getting around to the awards from Kate and Uje(yes, Iâve not forgotten).
And I am writing my plans here for accountability sake as usual.
So please follow my blog if you havenât already, follow me on twitter @Elegant_frances , keep it locked down here and lets have a filled week on my blog before the rat race of externship things starts for me/before my hiatus off here for 3months starts(seriously considering going off, but thatâs story for another day)
Have a blessed week ahead dearies.
Remember, keep it locked down here this week, lessons from my favourite love story upcoming. *wink wink*
*I heart you all*
E'April 21, 2014 at 10:41 am
Going to DL the 10 000 reasons
And boy I am so glad u got the 2.1 miracle baby
And trust me, you can’t go off for 3months. I promise you.
You won’t know when you just start blogging.
Oh pls let the series be interesting and not go on forever ooo
Some series on blogsville are making me cry lol
He he he
Enjoy externship baby
imperfectlyperfect92April 21, 2014 at 10:47 am
Being laughing at your “i gave up” tweet on twitter, i come here and i am laughing at the “series on blogsville aremaking me cry”..hehhhehhe.OMG! E! drama! good drama though,lol
My own series will end this week jare. dont plan for it to exceed friday..or saturday..or sunday..lol. just this week.
and i cant go off for 3months? i kind of know that, sadly enough. this blogging thing is part of someone oh.kai!
E'April 21, 2014 at 10:43 am
Oh I forgot to add
Nne ehn, I was studying David and got to the point where they needed an ephod to consult God and I just threw my hands up and said THANK YOU FOR THE CROSS ABEG
AINT nobody got no time to be carrying no ephod and stuff around. Wherever I am, I can praise and I can hear God
Ah nne, no long tin ooo
imperfectlyperfect92April 21, 2014 at 10:49 am
its really amazing oh! this easy access to God..
in the days of old like David’s ime, that example you gave, it used to be strong thing..
thank God,thank Jesus for ALL.. cant reiterate that enough..
E'April 21, 2014 at 10:50 am
Oh and Facing the Giants?
I always cry… Esp at the end… After the victory , during the victory, making the daddy team.
The Kendrick brothers make DEEP CHristian movies
Facing the Giants
Can’t Gert enough of them.
The coach is one of the Kendrick brothers. Once I see their name on any movie, I am watching
imperfectlyperfect92April 21, 2014 at 11:05 am
realy DEEP movies..i actually keep the movies to be watched and rewatched-they are that good..
and fireproof is one movie i know i’ll be watching and watching and rewatching time and time again..
E'April 21, 2014 at 3:53 pm
You should totally see Courageous. You will marry well!!!
imperfectlyperfect92April 21, 2014 at 7:27 pm
amin oh,word of prophecy,amen!..i’ve seen courageous..and i felt like sharing with my dad and all male friends around me..
UjeApril 21, 2014 at 11:35 am
There’s always a reason to praise God, infact many of them when we look deeply…
Ever heard: “The expectation of the righteous shall not be cut short”…that’s what happened right there…
Happy easter darling
imperfectlyperfect92April 21, 2014 at 11:13 pm
definitely…God had a plan for my expectations all along,only took me a while to see it.
and there’s always 10,000+reasons to praise God even when our human mind think that there’s none.
Happy Easter to you too dear Uje,thanks for stopping by.*smiles
praisegeorgeApril 21, 2014 at 3:54 pm
Do we serve and follow Christ because of what we can get from Him or because we love Him? Do we worship Him to gain advantage or to be transformed into His image? Many followed because they saw the miracle of the multiplication of bread. Those were the very first who turned back when He said some very hard things.
Following The Lord is a tough journey, but His grace is more than sufficient for us.
imperfectlyperfect92April 21, 2014 at 7:37 pm
questions we should really reflec on if we indeedwant ourrelationship with God to grow..
to be wholly sold out to Him, good or no good is my desire..God’s grace is sufficient indeed.
E'April 21, 2014 at 11:17 pm
Praise George share
God bless you even more than you comments bless me
I actually am here to ‘steal’ a particular comment of yous for my next post.
It practically changed my life.
Don’t worry, will give you credit for it 🙂
Off to search for the post
imperfectlyperfect92April 22, 2014 at 10:27 am
i share same feelings about sir praisegeorge’s words as you do E.
always soothes my soul and gives me much to reflect on, change and do..
God bless you sir
preshigweApril 21, 2014 at 4:03 pm
Praising God through our storms is one if the hardest things to do but always worth the while… No matter what happens, I won’t loose my praise for one second….God bless you for this Hun…Keeping it locked already..
imperfectlyperfect92April 21, 2014 at 7:35 pm
amen to your prayer Presh!
AnosiApril 21, 2014 at 7:59 pm
Someone said something a while back. “He wants to hear you speak to him from the bottom of your heart”. The truth in those word touched me ever since.
Wish you all the best in your externship.
imperfectlyperfect92April 21, 2014 at 11:16 pm
thank you Anopsi..
and thanks for sharing those words..tis true indeed