I didn’t think that I would be able to publish this post today.
In fact, I only realized that I would put it up this morning… Didn’t think that I would have enough “liver” to do so.
I almost didn’t want to write anything throughout this week.
It would be so easy to just let this blog lay fallow and I thought about doing exactly that for a bit… After all, that’s exactly what I did last week thursday and friday.
I got no post up because I couldn’t find it in me to write anything.
I wake up crying and go to sleep crying.
When I am out with friends, I talk, I laugh, I snap pictures…
But when the doors close behind me in my house…
But I don’t think that I should let the tears stop me from doing what I know that I should be doing.
Writing and blogging is a big part of the purpose for which I am on earth and letting it all go to waste even for one minute will be a waste of God-given time to me.
As I thought about this on saturday, I knew…
There is no time.
You see, that stuff you feel so passionately about…
What burns and burns in your soul and mind that you just can’t stand is an inclination of what you are born to solve on earth.
The drive to spread forth the knowledge on godly relationships burns within me…
The drive to tell others that God has created them with a purpose burns within me…
The drive to see others living forth their lives in Christ and increasing in Christ burns within me…
I almost can’t rest till I get the words in me out on paper/on my blog…
The above and more burn within me.
But I don’t know what burns within you.
What burns within you my dears?
Have you found it yet?
Do you know that there is no time to laze around?
Do you know that the time is running?
Do you know that people need the words in you?
Do you know that people need what God has placed in you?
Do you know that lives are connected to us functioning in our God-given purposes?
There’s no time to waste.
There is a cry more than ever before for us to function in purpose.
I was speaking to some friends and one of them talked about the fact that some male corpers aren’t mature and I agreed with that.
She said some of them can’t even provide and when she looks at a man, she needs to know that he is hard working and can provide for her needs first and I agreed with her.
But I was thinking about more than that.
It’s more than the money and all.
When I speak to a man, his money/cars don’t freak me…
I listen for his vision.
And the main word is, I listen for HIS PURPOSE.
I will deal with that in a future love letter but we all have to know that a great reason for our being on earth…
The fulcrum of our being called into God’s kingdom is to fulfil the reason for which He has created us.
We can’t come to earth and die empty.
We can’t just make money and leave here like that.
There are potentials that God has placed in us…
Potentials and things that can bless lives, draw men unto Him and bring God glory.
Have we found them yet?
Are we functioning in them yet?
I am currently dealing with grief and I have a mind to just lay low but this keeps running through my mind…
THERE IS NO TIME.
What burns within you?
Please start bringing forth the solutions that God has put in you now.
Let nothing hold you back.
Let nothing hold you back.
There is an urgency more than ever before for us to go out there and do what God has placed in us to do.
I am not going to let grief hold me back from doing that.
I will heal and I am already healing because God has been amazing.
But I can’t lay down all depressed.
There are lives to be saved.
There are ears that need the words in me.
There is a purpose to be fulfilled on earth.
I hope we all find our purpose in Christ and fulfil it.
I pray for that for us all with all my heart.
Happy New Week people,
I love you all.
P.S- You all have been amazing!
I’m sorry I haven’t replied to the comments on my last post(That post makes me cry but soon I’ll be able to read it and smile)
But still, thank you all for your kind words.
The emails, DM, facebook message and comments…thank you all.
I am alright(I’m getting to the point where I am alright).
God has been amazing too. He is indeed the source of all comfort. I would never have thought that I would write this and put it up today but see… God is a comforter, the very best 🙂
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